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[ July 1st, 2006 | 6:50pm ] |
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Hehe I'm at jenny's house now! lol yup. so today was officially akward and all... seeing melissa after about a month of nothing. I got to have like a 30 minute convo with her and she brought up a good point. I never called her. But still - I feel like she ditched me so why should i go to her? but anyways i'll vent later b/c i've got plans... actual plans that will work! :-P
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[ June 27th, 2006 | 7:39pm ] |
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So this weekend was fun... but at the moment i'm kinda pissed. Not that I have any reason to be, but thats how I roll because I over-analyze things. So tomorrow i have work tomorrow and then a double shift. Do you know how annoying it is to watch a movie with Trish commenting on everything? Grr... maybe more later. I'm getting looks for being on the computer.
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[ June 20th, 2006 | 1:42pm ] |
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So it's officially SUMMER and the class of '007 are official SENIORS!! Whoa this is the coolest feeling ever. I thought the seniors last year were just overreacting but really... it's awesome. SO I am dedicating myself to work this summer but thats ok because I get to work with my best friend! So it's all good. But don't let that fool you into thinking I won't be at the beach/mall 24-7 and hanging out with friends all summer long!
So for today I am stuck in the house as the RN for trish... who just got outta the hospital. I dont really know what was wrong with her but she had surgery and now she is home. I'm on pain med duties (every 4 hours). She sleeps alot though so it's not as bad as i thought it would be.
I got my schedule for next year... which consists of:
Period 1: Study Hall
Period 2: Statistics (w/ Jackson) - S1
Period 3: Symph. Band
Period 4: Lv.2 Physics (w/ Elliot)
Period 5: P.E
Period 6: Lv.1 English (w/ Duhamel I think?)
Period 7: Wind Ensemble
Period 8: Music Theory/Music History
Not bad seeing as I can come in late 3/8 days (4 if i take alternate), and leave early every other day during 2nd semster AND come in at 9:45 2/8 days!!. Great schedule... :-) Comment me if you have a class with me!
Yea... i'm just really bored. You'll probably be reading alot of these broing entries. I am not even dressed yet. My clothes are in my car and i dont feel like going outside. (my good clothes anyways...) I should go though my clothes to see what fits me. then give the rest to goodwill. Jenny and I are going to go to this place and sell our clothes. lol, sounds sketchy but I assure you its not. They only take name brand clothing and it just so happens that we wear mostly name brand clothing. Go figure? yea free money is good.. even if its not alot.
but i'm gunna go... pretend like i have a life. maybe another pointless entry later? yup. lol
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[ June 1st, 2006 | 5:39pm ] |
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So once again I am at school because I have no life. Actually, when I stop to think about it, it is BECAUSE i have a life (kinda... I am here for a reason I just have to wait for 3 hours before I have anyhting to do). Yea random. I hate putting music away. Maybe if it were my job I wouldn't care. Or if the person I was helping really appreciated it and didn't expect it. But thats just me.
Meeting at work in 20 minutes. Yuck. Then the chorus concert should be awesome! :-D Can;t wait. I can't wait for this weekend. Yea, i am taking the SAT's but Friday (if plans don't fal through like they always do) I should be hanging out with Kristen, Dave and Miles so that should be fun. Then Saturday is the SATs but i'm sure i'll find something ot do afterwards. Then I have work Sunday morning with Jenny - which means we are heading off to the beach afterwards. It should be fun.
Is it weird that I dont care at all about the SATs? To me its just another standardized test. Either I pass or I fail. Idk im not worried about it. Dammit I want a computer with no controls. These stupid school computers cant go to myspace. fuckers. oh well. My dad would tell me 'you don't need mifi, its dangerous'. lmao - yea he calls it 'mifi'. Loser. But i have to love him he's - my dad. He just gets annoying real fast... ask jenny.
Grr... luis just took my coffee. and left. Its ok i didnt like it anyways. Koffee works is gross but i didnt wanna go to work. Well I should probably go seeing as I should be doing actual work and not goofing off. This week went by fast but it was just ok. Really sad the seniors will be going soon. Actually i take that back - I will only miss 4 of them (ocassionaly only 3). wow i fucked up that word lmao. Maybe if the computers will be on later i will write some more nonsense. bye.
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[ May 16th, 2006 | 5:40pm ] |
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So I am sitting here. Waiting for the band concert. I have about 2 hours to go. I have a headache. Today sucked for no reason. Well I guess it had its reasons, there always seems to be one. More than anything right now its confusion. Confusion and stress. Who knew people could be so two faced? Actually I did. I knew it but didn't wanna believe it. I had heard about it but didn't think it would happen to me. But I am that kinda girl - the gullible one that never takes a clue. I'm too stupid really. Because I know that in a few hours I should be ok. Or at least thats what I'm telling myself. God I don't wanna be here. Plus I guess I have become a taxi service. But thats ok seeing as I have nothing else to do. I'll be back later... chauffer away.
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| Quotes... I love them |
[ May 4th, 2006 | 10:03pm ] |
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And theres no way I would be able to describe the way I feel when Im next to you. It more than the butterflies and the week knees, even though thats partly it...but you just give me this feeling, where me eyes melt in the reflection of yours and my mouth goes numb. Its like my heart is trying to jump out into your hands saying, "Hold me! Hold me! Dont leave cause Im so afraid this feeling will leave me again
Some things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe. Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds, some things are meant to happen. It's written in the stars
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go -'leaving on a jet plane'
Sometimes I look at you, and I wonder...do you ever sit here...and look at me too?
It was just you and me. Two friends. And then with a simple look, my hand fell into yours.
In the end we always return to the people that were there in the beginning
It's not the way you say my name, it's not the way you smile. It's not the way you act the same; it's not the way you laugh for awhile. It's not the words you say to me, it's not the things you do. It's not the things I need from you, it's just the way I love you
Sometimes you meet somebody,
And you know that whatever you did before,
It must have been right...
Because nothing you've done could be too bad,
Or have gone too far wrong,
Because it led you to this person
Just when you think that nothing is going to make your day better, you turn the corner and see him waiting for you with a big smile on his face
I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it... I just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away.. and this feeling that we would be perfect together.
The best feeling in the world is to be millions of miles away and still be able to picture his eyes
And I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it wont work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convice myelf that its better off that way without him... But then I'll think of him and remember his smile that makes me melt and I cant imangine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him
It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.
After all this time ..you still have the power to put the biggest smile on my face
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[ February 23rd, 2006 | 3:08pm ] |
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So wow</> I havent updated in awhile! Uhh yea... same old same old. On vacation right now which is pretty cool - besides APUSH work but its alright i guess. Yesterday Melissa and Jenny came over and we had a blast. There were times when I think they were bored (like while we -mainly I- was watching American Idol) and unfortunatly, my dad would let us out of the house at 3 AM so we left at 5 for breakfast. I have been working fow just a few hours a day this week which ROCKS because I get money, and still have most of the day to myself! I don't feel like a complete waste of a human being lol.
so i dont know why i've been in such a good mood lately but I think its mainly because I have figured things out. It's hard to explain but basically I don't care about fake people and people that pretend to like you because what really matters are the old friends you havent talked to in forever, the family you dont see that often, and the people who really do love you and would do anything for you. Sometimes I feel like I am completely overlooked by people. I realized that you can be a true friend to someone else but until they value your friendship as much as you do and truely care about you, you are wasting your time. So I feel better now and i have been trying to hang out with all of my friends which really makes me feel great!
If that last paragraph was a blur to you then just ignore it because it made sense to me... you kinda have to know what im dealing with here - but anywhoo its been awhile since I have even had TIME to update! But i'm gunna run because im always busy and I have to try and get a hold of my dad. ttyl! <3 Nicole
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| Finally updating... |
[ November 8th, 2005 | 9:20pm ] |
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So things have gone up and down since the last time I updated forever ago. O don't really feel like explaining because talking to my computer doesnt exactly sound comforting lol. I don't know what I need anymore. I just wanna thank the people who have been there for me :-) and you know who you are. So these are just a few songs + quotes that I felt were cool and deserved to be on here so I don't forget them when I am looking for them.
Restless: Sara Evans
I'm a leaf on the river, fallen from the tall oak tree
drifting down this moving stream, wherever this life carries me
I'm a tumbleweed in a desert wind, just tumblin' while the sun's shinin'
I have no boundaries
Call me a gypsie
I'm restless
Just ramblin'
What do you do, where do you go when nowhere feels like home?
I'm restless
Am I an angel, fallen from heaven's grace
Oh it feels like that somedays that I can't find my place
I guess God just made some of us to live and die by highway dust
Guess I just have to trust
On the days I'm crawlin'
This is my callin'
I'm restless
Just ramblin'
What do you do, where do you go when nowhere feels like home?
I'm restless
Oh, to hold somebody close that cares
Oh, to finally find some roots somewhere
I know someday I'll find that it's out there
Until then I'll just keep movin'
And ramblin'
What do you do, where do you go when nowhere feels like home?
I'm restless
Just ramblin'
Oh I'm restless
Big Cry: Sara Evans
Give me a sad song that I can hold on to
Anything to set me free
Just one big cry, big tears in my eyes
To wash you away from me
I need a night all by myself
Got some things I need to work out
I got this fever that just won't break
I got some troubles I got to shake
Give me, give me a sad song that I can hold on to
Anything to set me free
Just one big cry, big tears in my eyes
To wash you away from me
Oh, I wanna wash you away from me
I know, I know I'm gonna have to cleanse my soul
If I'm ever gonna get back on my way
One night, one night, one dark and lonely night
and then will come a brighter day
Just give me one night, one night, one dark and lonely night
and then will come a brighter day
Give me a sad song that I can hold on to
Anything to set me free
Just one big cry, big tears in my eyes
To wash you away from me
Just one big cry, big tears in my eyes
To wash you away from me
Oh God I really feel like a little girl getting over a crush with these lyrics. Whatever I suppose I am... Well I am extremely exhausted and feel like heading off to bed :-). Maybe I'll update another time. ttyl! <3 Nicole
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[ October 11th, 2005 | 10:41pm ] |
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So yea i havent updated in awhile. I havent really had time. It seems like im always busy and never have a chance to slow down and relax because there is always something to do and never enough time. I feel like I am slacking in all of my classes. well actually according to my mom I am - because anything under an A+ is slacking. and about the house? well there is a bid on it and we will know november or december. my mom keeps pushing the date back anytime i have asked her about the house. she knows i dont wanna move - but does she care? no. haha what a wonderful world i live in. anywhoo i try not to think about that because if i did i would be a total and complete wreck even though its always on my mind. So on to better things. i just got home from shorelines. it was okay i guess - the band itself was horrible but it was fun when we got to go on break. This weekend was alot of fun too! I hardly have a social life anymore since i started working so i was glad to get out. i need to start looking for a ball dress soon. I just havent had time. I know what i want, i just need to find it lol. anyways i am gunna head off to bed because i am exhausted. goodnight!
xoxo\\nicole
oh yea - happy birthday cristina! :-)
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| Something cute to read... long but cute |
[ September 26th, 2005 | 10:01pm ] |
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I want a boy...
a boy whose eyelashes curl in just right. who can wrestle with me & let me win. who I can talk to about anything. who laughs at my jokes. a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets. who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow. who buys me 25 cent rings and sticky hands. who says i love you & means it. who on some days wears his glasses instead of contacts and feels perfectly fine. who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow. who calls unexpectantly at random times a boy who voice cracks sometimes & laughs it off who will have many inside jokes with me & remember each one. a boy who notices girls haircuts. who realizes that girls say things but dont mean them. who shows up at my games, slipping in the door. who lets me say, that boy is so hot. who I can go swimming with on hot days who can tell me his problems & let me help. who will listen to me talk about the new nail polish I got. who will bring me seashells from the beach who will let me beat him up when I get angry. who writes love letters to me but doesnt send them who draws pictures & slips them gently in my locker slot who saves his genuine, big smiles for me. a boy with deep eyes that can see through faces into depths. who wears baseball hats & lets me wear his too. who gives me his tee-shirt to change into & not expect to get it back. who knows my favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume, & the color of my toothbrush. a boy who will shake my daddys hand & look my mother in the eye. who will call me by my full name, first, middle, & last. a boy who will kiss me and tell me I’m pretty. who will let me cry to him. who will squeeze my hips just right from behind. who surprises me. who compliments my manicure and plays with my hair. who knows when I have a math test or when I fail one. a boy who smells like he just stepped out of the shower. who wears cologne that I can subtly smell when leaning on his shoulder. who will play football with my little brother while I just stand there & giggle. who will make me join in & play football & tackle me instead of just standing there & giggling. who tells me I have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be mine to hold.
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[ September 26th, 2005 | 6:07pm ] |
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haha cuteness. today started out horribly. but in the end everything works out ok for now i guess. :-)
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[ September 20th, 2005 | 9:55pm ] |
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today was great. actually today was awesome. so my classes went by incredibly slow... i still got to drive to school and stay after w/o taking the late bus. I got alot done today - plus my friends always make my day amazing. :-) i had one of the best days in a long time. until I got home. it all went downhill from there. I can't stand the people. life in this house is crazy... you don't know who to trust. People don't need the drama. I don't need the drama. When I come home I hear more gossip, rumors, and backstabbing than I do in school. People just need to learn. and if they don't learn fast - im about to teach. Screw it. Im sick of the BS. Get out.
heres a quiz i took to pass the time. like whoa.
 I am sweet, like Sugar.
I am all sweetness and light; fluffy bunnies and dancing fairies; happiness and joy. Too much of me will make you sick. What Flavour Are You?
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[ September 15th, 2005 | 5:08pm ] |
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First time I have written on here in a loong time. I need to go eat. and do homework. so I talked to a few people today that I don't normally talk to, which was cool. then I walked home in the rain. pshhh w/e. heres my results to a quiz I took for your viewing pleasures.
You're a Flute. Cute, but vicious.
What is your inner musical instrument?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| Have you ___________ this summer 2005? SURVEY |
[ August 31st, 2005 | 4:43pm ] |
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Because I have nothing better to write about, here is a survey for your enjoyment. Please feel free to comment/fill out yourself. Thank you and have a nice day. ((w/e)) lol -->
Had a party?: nope
Gone to a party?: yes!
Spent the night with someone?: had Melis sleep over. We werent up all night but pretty close!
Laughed until your stomach hurt?: Yup
Gone on a vacation?: nope (driver's ed)
Tanned?: shyea... all summer long and still no tan
Went camping?: Nope
Swam?: yes
Went to the movies?: yup, 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory' w/ Ryan
Gone shopping?: Duh.. the mall is like my second home
Had a job?: yup
Have you gotten sun burned yet? A little bit, it was gone by morning
Made a bonfire?: Kindof lol
Been outside during a lightning storm?: On the porch. I watch all thunderstorms.
Been to another state?: yea, Massachusetts
Been to another country? No
Changed someting about your appearance?: no
Been to the hospital with an injury?: nope
Commited a crime/broken the law?: once again - nope
Gone on a road trip?: lol do I have to repeat myself?
Dumped a g/f or b/f?: No
Kissed someone?: never
Been to a concert?: no
Been in trouble with the cops/parents?: Im always in trouble w/ my mom for some reason or another
Had a memorable moment?: Passing :)
Had a horrible moment?: no not really
Made new friends: Yes!!
Missed a friend?: Yes!!
Slept under the stars?: No - been in the hot tub when there was a meteor shower though
Thought about school?: Yes, unfortunately
Been to the beach?: AFLAC summer picnic! :-)
Thought about a special someone?: *Everyday*
Spent the most time with?: Dad
Wanted to Visit?: Friends/Family I didnt see.
Taken a summer class?: Drivers ed
Had a crush? psh.. I did. But I have given up on finding a guy - he can find me. :-P
Lived back at home?: never left
Where are you going to school next year?: uh.. i dunno. There are alot of choices out there so I did eenie meenie miney moe - and picked LOLHS
<-- Thats it xoxo//nicole
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[ August 26th, 2005 | 1:41pm ] |
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mkay... so tired. This week has been mega-busy. I started work and realized how cheap people really are. Top this: Lady went home, calcualted receipt, came back and demanded the sale price. She argued over $.22. She paid more in gas to come back and argue! I swear if I had a dollar in my pocket I would have given it to her. But anyways there are always your nice people too. and amusing. lol gotta love it. Anyways yea... drivers test today. I passed even though I was very nervous (thats an understatement). Now I need to go back to the DMV to get the actual license b/c I took the test at my drivers ed. I still need to finish my APUSH questions. Just 6. but.. I am tired and hungry and i'd rather eat. So im working again today, tomorrow, and sunday. I'll be home (moms house) Monday and will see you all on Tuesday in that wonderful building - LOLHS!! haha ttyl xoxo// Nicole
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[ August 19th, 2005 | 2:08pm ] |
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So im just gunna write a little bit before my dad comes to pick me up and I am once again lost to the world. So today I was woken up by a phone call from one of my sister's friends at 7am - bad idea. I never even really got to sleep last night. Recently I just can't sleep and it really bothers me because I am tired but I just have 10 million things running through my mind. So I was up last night till 2 or 3 and then woke up when my mom got up at 6 and then again at 7 when I stayed awake. Then I got up and did stuff for a few hours until Ryan came and picked me up @ 11. We went to the movies (early because I needed to be back so my dad could pick me up) and it was really fun. We saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory which I couldnt wait to see b/c I wanted to see how different it was. Yup thats all. And now here I am waiting for my dad to pick me up. Busy schedule this week - can't even explain but I know I got yelled at alot. Oh well. ttyl xoxo//nicole - btw if you know my dads number give me a call. Otherwise you can text me anytime.
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| Little Quiz Thing - No Cheating! |
[ August 18th, 2005 | 9:12pm ] |
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Just a little thing I did because I was bored. Its kinda cool. Supposedly I will fall in love with someone totally unexpected, I like to be spontaneous and please people, I'm laid back, and I have alot of love and friendships in my life. Check it out...
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Take just a couple of minutes to take this test &
see what happens! If you are honest this tells the truth -- it's pretty
good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO
cheating!! The answers are at the bottom.
1. Which is your favorite color: red, black, blue,
green, or yellow?
2. Your first initial?
3. Your month of birth?
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
5. Name of a person of the same sex as you.
6. Your favorite number?
7. Do you like California or Florida more?
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
9. Write down a wish (a realistic one).
When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat).......
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Answers:
1. If you chose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - you are conservative and aggressive.
Green - your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - you are spontaneous and love kisses and
affection from the
ones you love.
Yellow-you are a very happy person and give good
advice to those who are down.
2. If your initial is:
A - K: You have a lot of love and friendships in
your life.
L - R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum
And your love life is soon to blossom.
S - Z: You like to help others and your future
love life looks
very good.
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and
you will discover
that you fall in love with someone totally
unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love
Relationship that will last long but the memories
will last
forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will
experience a major
life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but
eventually you
will find your soul mate.
4. If you chose .. .
Black: Your life will take on a different direction,
it will seem hard at the time but will be the best
thing for you,
and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely
confides
in you and would do anything for you, but you may
not
realize it.
5. This person is your best friend.
6. This is how many close friends you have in your
lifetime.
7. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover
and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please
people.
9. This wish will come true! Only if you Repost
this in 1 hour will your wish come true
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[ August 18th, 2005 | 4:57pm ] |
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:-D Today is a fucking awesome day! (haha you know its good when i swear like that...) Ok so. Last night i slept over Jennys house. We were supposed to go out with Tom and Melissa later on but he couldn't because he got in trouble. The night was kinda slow but I had fun. We had some pretty interesting convos and it was much better than being home! At about 2 in the morning I was confused as to what day it was so Jenny explained - and then i remembered it was Lee/Kim's birthday (lol random thought). So we stayed up until 4 am until i was ready to crash.
SO when I woke up Jenny was on the phone with Melissa and Tom. Tom wanted to take us out for lunch. I was really excited because I got to meet him for the first time. He is really nice. We went to a little deli which was cool and me, Jenny and Melissa all got grilled cheese. (yumm) Then he gave us a ride back to Jenny's house.
When we got back we wanted dessert and Melissa offered to give us a lift in her car but we were afriad it might explode... so we walked. We got more than halfway to Coffee's when we saw Miles who ran across the road to say hey. I seriously had no idea who it was running until he was close lol. I was very confused. So he gave us a 2 second lift to Coffee's (seeing as we were at the beach) and I got to see his new car and Brittany who was in the car :-D. It was really nice seeing them. It made my day. So we went back to Jenny's, Melissa went home and soon after that I did too.
When I got home I went online and checked my email, said hi to Jenny (lol) and then talked to Lee for alittle bit, wished him happy birthday and chatte for a bit. Then I ended up making plans with Ryan to go see a movie tomorrow. All is well and I am happy. Next week us gunna be incredibly busy though. Saturday = picnic, Work Sunday, Monday (dads b-day), Tuesday = 6 Flags, Wednesday = doctors appnt. and Driving hours, Thursday = work, Friday = work and drivers test. Wow. Then school! Talk to you all later! xoxo//nicole
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[ August 17th, 2005 | 1:11am ] |
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Yup, new layout. I made it, thats why the writing in the picture is funny but one day i will figure it out. I found some cool pictures and am planning on making alot more because I have noooooo life if you couldnt already assume. Anyways I enjoy making layouts but dont know why. Yes I am a nerd. A very tired nerd. This nerd is going to bed. love! xoxo//nicole
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[ August 15th, 2005 | 12:56pm ] |
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So I havent updated in awhile. Ive been back at my dads. At least Trish was not here for most of the time. It has been peaceful for the past few days but then its almost like babysitting my dad without her so... yea. He was pretty good though, he's alot of fun when she's not around but sometimes he forgets he is talking to his daughter and not one of his buddies. I've been driving alot which is good b/c my test is coming up soon. Finally finished the APUSH paper (easier than i thought) and am now finishing my notes. I just finished cleaning the office. I have nothing left to do so I think I am gunna go walk to a scrapbooking store and waste my money lol. I think i am going to 'Six Fags', as Chris calls it, tomorrow with the crew. It should be fun except going to 6 Flags with your entire family is like going to a family reunion (sp) with a group of friends. Yea we have Mom, Dan, Brooke, Tyler, Vanessa, Bianca, Stallion, Daniel, and Lori-Beth. I wish I could just go with my mom but oh well. I should be back at my moms Wednesday till Saturday morning and I can't wait. Anyways I'm done chatting it up here. g2g xoxo//nicole
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| oh I wish I had a life... |
[ August 8th, 2005 | 10:08pm ] |
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I probably wouldn't update every day if I actually had a life. But then I don't so thats why I am here, writing about nothing lol. So basically all my planning and activities have gone down the drain. People change their schedules and then things don't work out and then I get yelled at for it. This is, once again, why I need a car. Good news is: I got a job. Nothing big, only weekends but money is money. I still have alot of notes to take for APUSH but its not really hard... just time consuming. As I have just discovered, Tim doesn't even have a book so he is gunna borrow mine (a nice push is always good. He says not to rush but I want them done). So I am sitting in my house again - which kinda pisses me off. Normally I wouldnt care in the least but its kinda difficult to explain so im just gunna leave it at that. Anyways I am heading off to bedd - I have been working in the yard (surprise surprise)and am really sore. Well im out of things to say. Nothing new here. haha g'night xoxo//nicole
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[ August 7th, 2005 | 6:48pm ] |
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Yea today was extra boring. My mom and Dan went to a concert, leaving me and Bianca and Brooke home with Tyler (meaning I was babysitter, Brooke was aggrivating to me and him, and Bianca stayed in her room). Not fun. I went outside for a bit, tried to play with the dog (i hate dogs but feel bad that the only person who plays with him is my brother who isnt very gentle) so that was ok b/c he kinda listens to me. Oh yea, Tyler broke the nintendo today. Not that I ever play it but he just learned how to play Yoshi and he accidently broke it and doesn't really understand... poor little guy.
You know, I can't help thinking that 'We should hang out sometime' really means 'you can hang out with me... some other time, ive got better things to do/better people to see'. So that kinda pisses me off but w/e I will find something to do around here because I know I really should be taking notes/writing my paper. Oh yea, but when you do leave me, dont tell me about how much fun you have. I made an effort, its your turn. Thats all I have to say.
Hopefully the next few weeks will start to get busy again because I am so active that sitting in the house just doesnt cut it. So the plans should go as follows - tuesday/wednesday: Fishing w/ Grampa and Ty, then to Dads. Friday night either up to Aunt Sharons or over to Nonnie's house and back Sunday Evening to my dads. Then the 16th/17th up to Six Flags!! w/ mom and crew, then back to her house. 19th = doctors appointment + Hamburg Fair?, 20th = party (and maybe get to see Tyler B.), 24th = last 2 hrs driving w/ Bruno, then 26th = test (lol melis, if jess can do it in 2, I can *hopefully* do it in 1) and eventually back to my moms house till school. So yea theres the rest of my summer.
Wow thats alot of stuff - but I live for a busy schedule :-). xoxo//nicole
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[ August 6th, 2005 | 12:34pm ] |
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Its Saturday and im home. Nothing out of the norm. Didn't do much today but its only 12:45. Computers fixed - hurray! lol you know I dont have much ofa life when everything I do is on the computer. I finished my book on Jefferson this morning. I swear it was the most boring thing I have ever drudged myself through. I can read Harry Potter in 3 days but it takes me over a month to read 362 pages. So anyways I should probably get going. I am gunna go work on the yard hopefully get it looking better incase we do anything (i.e - the hawaiian party) unfortunatly though it looks like we aren't gunna have it again, or if we do it will be after school which defeats the purpose of a summer luau (moms idea to have it later). Hopefully we can do something though - who knows...
ttylxoxo//nicole
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[ August 5th, 2005 | 11:04pm ] |
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Ok yea so i havent updated in forever and this one wont be long with the friggin pop-ups on this computer. Not that subscribes to my interesting life. LoL anywhoo - Lake Compounce with Melissa and Tyler was AWESOME!! Lol, can't wait to see *either* of you again! Oh ya and by reading this it means I am HOME! Not at my dads house but actually in Old Lyme and normally I wouldnt be excited to be in OL but you just cant understand until you spend an extended amount of time there. Yup nothing else really interesting... I am entertaining myself my remodeling an old pair of shoes ((stfu - im having fun :-P)). Today I had an interview at Walgreens... no where extraordinary but its cool. $$ is $$ because I need a car but im far from it. I am a little nervous about my test but hey I figure if Jessica can get her license (LoL Melis), then I can too. We'll see. It's late and im tired and bored but still in a good mood which surprises me! ttyl xoxo//nicole
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[ July 28th, 2005 | 5:14pm ] |
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Yea so i havent updated in awhile, just too busy. I fixed my ipod but left my headphones at my moms. Today was the last day of drivers ed for a week!! I am so excited one more class to go. Yea Melissa should be coming up today. Once again... excited!! I went shopping yesterday, got some shoes and a skirt. I saw my buddy Ireland from Drivers ed there and that was cool. Eww today I had to clean up a dead mouse on the floor (blood and all lol TMI?) - crazy cats. *Just thought you were dying to know* Um.. Lake Compounce on Saturday with Tyler (not my brother Tyler) and Melissa which I am so excited for because i havent seen Tyler since last year. Thats really all I have to say for now. I summed up the past few days in a paragraph. ttyl xoxo//nicole
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